The world is conspiring to teach me patience.
Why can't I just learn it RIGHT NOW?!
It's true you know.
I need to learn more about kharma and about learning lessons in each life because I've come to realise that the things that have hurt me the most in this life are the worst parts of myself reflected.
Gossip, carelessness, lack of trust and patience, and a heavy-handed tendency to judge others.
Wow...I could get really spiritual about this if I wasn't so shallow.
But back to the issue of patience.
I can't fix my house all in one go...I'm going to have to do it myself, slowly, and live with it until then.
I can't fix my relationship or my friendship with The Man... I need to back away and let us both breathe and see how the world shakes down.
I can't run away to see my sick friend in Adelaide...because I can't leave my job just yet.
I can't leave my job just yet...I need the next few pays to clean up our shared financial commitments.
I can't get a new job until I'm actually in Gladstone.
I can't even sign up for some study because the damn courses for 2006 aren't on line until next week.
And I can't go home and pack my house yet because I have work to do today.
My feet are so itchy it's practically metaphorical tinea.
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